I`ve Got A Serious Obsession On My Hands & Baby , I`m Letting It Out

So, as we all very well know, I am quite obsessed with the "Thriller" hit maker, Michael Jackson.  What most people don`t know is, why.  I`m going to explain this in my post right now, because everyone has a right to know and I really like telling people. 

Also, a lot of people are confused about when I really started to like Michael Jackson, which I feel like I need to justify.  So I`m going to do so, right now..

Michael Jackson has truly been one of my favorite people.  To be honest, I never thought any of the allegations were true, I thought the white skin was kind of weird, until I learned the truth.  But when I really got into Michael was in March of 2009 when he announced his "This Is It" concert tour.  The reason I started liking him was the reason behind the tour, he did it because he knew he could and he wanted his kids to remember him performing.  Which really touched me because that would be an amazing memory.

So just so everyone has this clear, he`s been my obsession since March of `09, not since the day he died. 

Anyways, once I found out about the tour, I was so excited for him.  So I went downstairs and I downloaded a bunch of Michael Jackson songs onto my iPod and memorized every word.  And I still haven`t forgot a word.

But then, on June 25th, the unthinkable happened.  After he had just got word that he was fit and able to take on 50 shows, he went into cardiac arrest, and he passed away in the UCLA medical center at 2:36 pm.

I cried a lot that day.  I didn`t understand how something terrible like this could`ve happened.  And then I waited on the results for months, as did the rest of the world..

As it`s came out, it was Propofol that did Michael Jackson in.  He had a mix of drug coctails in his system and Dr.Conrad Murray left him there for two minutes alone, which could now be argued that Michael was the one who administered the deadly dose to himself.  But if Mike was out cold, how could you argue the facts?  Conrad Murray killed him, which is the truth, in my heart I know what happened. 

Some people say it was Michael`s fault, which I half agree with.  But Michael was the patient, it`s illegal for Dr. Murray to administer anything without a perscription, let alone in Michael`s home.  He was feeding Michael`s addiction, and that was the wrong thing to do.  He is now accountable for Michael`s death in so many people`s eyes, especially the family`s, and we all deserve justice.

Conrad Murray was charged with involuntary manslaughter and plead guilty on all charges, I guess we`ll have to see what happens, but I know he will not be getting away with this. 

Thank you to everyone who`s stood by the family and stood by the fans and helped everyone work together.  We`re making Michael`s legacy heard, which by all means, he deserves.  He`s worked harder and lost more than anyone else ever has.  Mike lost his childhood for us, he deserves this.  Michael was gravely misjudged, he was the sweetest man on earth.  He was the most loving father in the world, especially in his children`s eyes.  So thank you very much for loving and respecting Michael like I do. 

"It`s all for love, l-o-v-e." ♥

top ten . best things about michael j. jackson . ♥

I know I should probably let Michael Jackson go a bit, but when it comes to top ten, he always makes the list.  So this is my list for the top ten best things about Michael Jackson.

10. "Billie Jean is not my lover".  The song "Billie Jean" was the first song by a black artist ever aired on MTV.  He broke the barrier between black and white.  That`s when he really started to become a legend.

9. Michael Jackson has made it through his life living as a child.  Some people think this is eccentric, I really don`t.  He deserved to live how he wanted to.  It`s not fair for people to judge that.  He was just a big kid, he was so lovable and cute, just like he was ever since he was a kid.

8. He made it through more hard times than anyone has.  He was accused of molestation, he had so many rumors flying around, he bleached his skin, he bought the elephant man`s bones, blah blah.  If you learned a little about him, you`d know how strong of a person he really truly was.

7. He built "Neverland Valley Ranch" for sick children to come, to bring more hope into their lives, so that they could have some fun on the rides and with the animals.  That even makes me proud, proud to know someone could do something like that, not take anything for themselves.  He`s a hero.

6. He invented dance.  This one might not be so important, but it definitely dazzles you when you see his feet moving like that on stage.  He`s so amazing.  He did a lot of questionable moves, but his dancing was absolutely phenomenal.  I love seeing him move like that.

5. His singing.  He had like 2O, OOO top hits.  Maybe exaggerated a little bit, but he made a ton of music that he never even put out to the public, who knows what other songs he has.  His singing doesn`t get old, I constantly listen to it.  It`s amazing.  He`s wonderful.

4. The "Heal The World Foundation" is a Michael Jackson foundation for children who are sick and need money to help pay hospital bills, need money for places to stay, everything.  The "Heal The World Foundation" is making a change.  You can click the link I first posted to see how to help.

3. He was NORMAL. He was like any human being, he ate fried chicken on Saturday, he had kids, he was a father, he loved to help out with anything he could.  He was a regular man, stuck inside an irregular life.

2. His legacy will never be forgotten.  The things he did for this world, the music he made, the barriers he broke, the things he did.  He might be remembered as "eccentric" or "creepy", but most of all, he`ll be remembered for the lives he saved.  The children he helped.  Everything he did, it was all for the children.  And I thank him so much for what he did for the world.

1. He was a father.  He was the best father on the planet.  And if you watched the memorial, when Paris spoke about him,you couldn`t help but cry.  Honestly, if there was a dry eye in the world, you have no heart.  That was the bravest thing I`ve ever seen.  She went up in front of everyone and talked about her DAD, not Michael Jackson, she was talking about her father, the man who raised her.  Prince and Blanket are spitting images of Michael.  They look so alike.  Some people say he`s not the biological father, I say that`s not the point.  He raised those kids.  They were his.  He tucked them in at night.  They called him daddy.  He was the best father those kids could wish for, they deserved him.

Thank you so much for reading this.  I hope you like it, it`s my true feelings.

Rest in peace, Michael Jackson.  For the love and the legacy. ♥

what i want for the worldd . make it a better place ;

michael jackson always strived to make the best of the world . he was always donating his money to charities , helping sick children , and making songs such as heal the world or we are the world to raise money .
i don`t like it when people hate on other people because of their race , religion , or who they choose to date in the case of gays/lesbians.  
i don`t understand why  peolpe hate on people because of their race . we`re all equal it doesn`t matter what color you are . people hate on michael jackson because he use to be black and then turned white . it`s called a skin disease . vitiligo , to be exact . it destroys the pigmentation of your skin and turns it pale white.  he always had an umbrella when he was outside because vitiligo makes your skin ultra sensitive to getting burned . it doesn`t show up until you`re older , it`s very rare to see it in children . the disease can be hereditary but it`s very rare to get vitiligo .


why judge people because of race ? it`s not your decision who you`re born to and what religion you`re born into or who you like . it`s what feels right to you . 
it`s okay to be different . there doesn`t need to be hate in the world . we can live with love . 


`tss all for love . ♥ larissaaa .

annddd . i probably love you a little .. ♥

saaaoo . i`d like to talk about me ? yeaaa` , maybe . kaay , well .  
i type  reaaal weird . i tend to use letters in one word more than once . xD 
and i like to use happy faces (: since i`m a happy person .. usually . 
i like to be a hero . and i`m pretty cool . just saying . my name`s larissa . it`s ugly , i know . "/ i hate it . but yeah . my life`s not that exciting . i don`t consider myself very popular . i have a few friends that i like to hang out with , but a lot of things have happened in my life in the past year that i`ve kind of isolated myself from people . one of my good friends is jasmine . she`s kindah a little tiny bit cool . i kindah like her , a lot . (: I LOVE JASMINE . just letting the world know . she`s one of my good friends . and she`s one of my friends who can tollerate my obsession with one of our other friends . and she likes to talk about it ;) 
one of my other good friends is kevin . he`s cool too . but he moved last year . so it kindah sucks not having him here . we talk a lot still . and he`s been back twice . but it`s not the same . :l so yeaah . i don`t have that many other friends . they kindah bailed on me .. 
being a girl ,  hey ?  amazing . "/ 
i LOOVEEEE music . it`s my obsession , too . i LOOVEEE michael jackson . jason derulo . lady gaga . jay sean . sean kingston . nicki minaj . young lloyd . lil wayne . greyson chance . nickelback . ( HEEYYOO CANADA ) . j to the biebs . miley cyrus . NOTTTTT . (: chamillionaire . tupac . biggie smalls . eminem . rihanna . chris brown . HAHAHA . coincidence , i put them together . all time low . stevie wonder . rebbie jackson . latoya jackson . janet jackson . jermaine jackson . tito jackson . marlon jackson . randy jackson . jackie jackson . usher . kardinal offishall . drake . chris crocker . katy perry .  annd a lot of bands and stuff . xD 

so yeaah (: i`ll write again . soooon !  
`tss all for love . ♥ larissaaa .  

i know , i have a weird taste in music .

`juss feeling like a staar .

this is my first post to my neewww blog . i`ve got two other blogs , www.missyoumjj.blogspot.com and  www.mj-is-a-starr-boo.tumblr.com and my youtube is www.youtube.com/user/MJxMYxOBSESSIONxMUAH .  

so in this blog , i have no idea what to write about . jason derulo maybe . my teacher advised me that i probably should think of something other than michael jackson to write about . so i might take that into consideration .. 
but for my first post , i might aswell just share my obsession . 

so , there`s this man , michael jackson to be specific . and i think he`s pretty much the most amazing person that`s ever moonwalked this earth . just saying . 
so yeah , he`s probably my whole world and more  . 
i`ll make a new post in a bit . i`mmaa tell about my lifee . shpaankss . (: ♥

`tss all for love . ♥  laarissaa` .