still sick & twisted

k well all my junior high teachers thought i was sick and twisted... and i kind of like, realized i am.

i can tell you, FROM HEART, stories about almost every serial killer that was huuuge. i know everything about albert fish, jeffrey dahmer, ted bundy, john wayne gacy, robert pickton, charles manson, ed gein, and jack the ripper.


even the fictional ones. jigsaw (my favorite), freddy kreuger, jason, michael myers, basically anyone.


how do i even learn things like this...? the reason i started getting into serial killer stuff is because i seen the movie, "Dear Mr. Gacy" about john wayne gacy.  i was totally into it and wanted to know like everything about serial killers.. which i now know a lot about.


i literally sat on my butt and read stories on TrueTV in the crime library for HOURS on end.  i watched re enactment movies on john wayne gacy, ted bundy, and jeffrey dahmer.  


i know that john wayne gacy had 8 unidentified victims from when the bodies were brought out and one was identified in november 2011 after missing for 30 years.


it's a sick yet fascinating thing.  i'm not saying i support serial killers by any means, but i'm definitely interested in how their mind works and what they do.  some of them are just normal people who spiraled out of control.  


plus i'm obsessed with saw.. i could probably sit there and recite each movie to you.  not even joking.... i know, it's awful.  but that's things that interest me.  i like to know how the criminal mind works.  i think it's just the part of not knowing why that makes me want to learn why.  saw is interesting because you have to pay attention.  you have to make sure you listen and understand every little hint and clue, or else you'll never know what's going on.  


i think i'm kind of crazy. but i love it.